Right Now

I'm listening to "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz... and I feel odd... It's hard to explain, but right now, I feel frail, and shaky, and tired, and ill and sad, and many other things like that... but I have a very big smile on my face, and I feel... happy.  I don't even know if it's happy... it's like, imagine you haven't eaten your favourite food in so long you forgot how it tasted... then all of a sudden, you try that food again, and the taste is so good you cant describe, even though it's just a little taste, not the whole thing... if that makes any sense...

Thank you.

Saxomophone!

In half an hour I had been taught how to play a 2 octave C maj scale on the sax!  One of my favourite instruments, I've always dreamed of playing the sax in an ambient, feeling track, in a room filled with reverb, and now that dream seems a little more realistic.  And the stars shine brightly tonight after a great evening in the recording studio 

Thanks a billion  :)

Feel

Why do I hurt so much, when I have all the people, who care for me and love me that do, all the people I would give my life for, do anything for and love beyond words... when I have everything in the world I could possibly ask for, so much to be happy about, so much to be greatful for, so many things taught to me from such special people, so much music, so much to live for... then why... why do I hurt so much inside?  why...

Fantasticated!

Today has been a good day.  I've felt much more like me than I have in a very long while, and some more composing to look forward to tonight.  This afternoon I spent time putting on make up and editing posy photos... why not as they say :)  In fact, here's a few to show you...

I'm currently listening to a mixture of motown, Sugababes, Elfman and laid back tunes from people like Jack Johnson.  It so nice to feel calm like I do right now.  I think this is possibly the calmest I have felt inside in a very long time.  And its a very nice feeling that I shall now hang onto. 

Have an absolutely posetutely wonderful 

Birpy Hapday :)

Back Where I Belong

Working in the studio today was so great.  to be in that room gives me a feeling I get no where else.  My favourite place in the world, with all the great company and things to find and look up at the sky and run around and punch and poke and writing the best music ever; now complete with plates and spoons...

And a very merry happy unbirthday to you, until tomorrow :)

Daffodils and Pudding

Happy Mothers Day to my mama :) xx 

Buttonz

Greater than the greatest great thing, that ever called itself great :)